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Cawer-D - Asthma
Song title
"Asthma"
Uploaded October 1, 2015, with 50,000+ views
Singer(s)
GUMI , Megurine Luka
Producer(s)
CawerP (music, lyrics, etc.)
Colossae (illust)
Links
Niconico Broadcast • YouTube Broadcast

BackgroundEdit

You know, you just want to escape from those demons, but in the end you always give in, no matter how hard you try not to, and you end up getting more insane.
 
— CawerP

The song is about schizophrenia and multiple identity disorder, disorders the composer was diagnosed with.

LyricsEdit

I don't know how life should
Go on when there's no end
Even if I keep walking
Pass the helping-hand
Fearing where to go and
Knowing my soul can't withstand,
Is breaking something in half
Inside my broken self

There might be a way to get out
YET I didn't find out how
So I'll keep waiting for that door

;)


And though my body starts to ROT
And my mind's starting to CHOP
I'm still believing in the LIGHT

I'VE BROKEN ONCE
And got up again
I'VE BROKEN TWICE----
It was the same

But despite all that,
I'm now reaching my end
Seems like I CANNOT TURN BACK

I don't know how I should
Go on when there's no end
Even if I keep holding
Out the seeking-hand
Not knowing where to go and
Feelings, my soul can't withstand,
Words 're breaking something in half
I SEE THEM CUT IN SKIN

The blood is dripping down the knife
'WHY CAN'T YOU JUST END YOUR LIFE?'
A question, which is repeating

And now THEIR body starts to rot
And their minds 're starting to chop
I lost my belief in the light

'I've broken once,
And got up again'
I've broken thrice-
It was'NT the same

'It's enough!
I reached my limit just right now'
'You're seeking for a stop? (lol)'

Dancing in my head
The shadows fill this body with their shady tears
(And see them running down your cheeks and please your fears)
If you try to run, they'll drag you down and tear you in their filthy sphere
(AND YOU AIN'T GOING ANYWHERE)

(Your life's our game now)


If this is
The ending...
We're just at the beginning.

Watching,
Not able to do anything
They are sucking out your blood
You're falling to the ground with such a weakly thud...


I don't know how I should
Go on when there's no end
We are eating your heart
And break down your defense

Just right now I stopped holding
Out the seeking-hand
Your blood's running dry
WE ARE SO HUNGRY FOR MORE!

I'VE BROKEN

XXX


Got up again
BUT NOW I GIVE
Into their reign


YES, that's right you fool
FUCKING follow the rules

Parasites 're eating through


Fucking with my head
The shadows fill this body with their shady tears
(And see them sucking out your blood, increase your fears)
If you've tried to run, they dragged you down and tore you in their filthy sphere
(AND YOU ARE STAYING FOREVER)

If this is
Now ending...
We're still at the beginning.

Watching,
Not able to do anything
They are hungry for your soul

THEY'RE EATING
AND SINGING
REPEATING



Feel the magic poured into your veins,
while sipping on the devil's cup

(SACRIFICING YOUR (FXCKING) BODY AND SOUL)

Feel how your pith's getting crushed,
until it breaks,
just like an egg cracks up

...My life's a game now...

(XXXXXXXXX)




LA LA LA
LA LA LA
LA LA LA LA LA LA LA


Forced a smile
Cheerily singing,
until my Asthma has come to end


aImbhIkVmIN1VvDem ♡

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