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Background[]
“I want to be me, but I need to change....”
—Author's comment
A electro-house song for the MAIKA Original Song Contest which utilities MAIKA's English capabilities. The song's theme talks about how the singer attempts to find her own identity and define herself. Although at first pretends she isn't lost, and uses her thoughts and ideas to shield herself and define her, she quickly notices how futile this is, requesting aid from the listener to help define her "own color" and identity.
This song managed to win 3rd most popular video and best international song in the contest. The song also was featured in Vocalloctive's album MA¡KA.
Preceding versions[]
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| Producers | nostraightanswer (Kenji-B)
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| Categories | Instrumental |
| Description | An early lyric-less version of the song, released 6 months before the version released for the contest.
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Lyrics[]
So there it goes again
I've lost it, now it's time to pretend
That I'm still not a lost cause
That I know I have those flaws
I can't see clearly when my eyes are open,
mind closed in
My thoughts built a wall around me
I built it, the wall defines me
So once again I wonder
Who else is through the border?
I'm caving in... the walls, my walls, oh no,
they're caving in!
Time's up, I'm done
Throw up my thoughts, think of none
I need something
To seize what's left of me
I'm blank, sheet white
I need some paint, nothing bright
I'll leave it up to thee
Come and define me
I feel the need
To bleed, to prove I still breathe
I'll leave it up to thee
Come and define me
I'm blank, sheet white
I need some paint, nothing bright
I'll leave it up to thee
Come and define me
I feel the need
To bleed, to prove I still breathe
I'll leave it up to thee
Come and define me
I'm blank, sheet white
I need some paint, something bright
I'll leave it up to thee
Come and define me
I feel the need
To bleed, to prove I still breathe
I'll leave it up to thee
Come and define me
Come and define me (x8)
Derivatives[]
| Featuring | |
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| Producers | Sange (tuning, mixing, video), Moka (illust)
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| Categories | UTAU Cover |
| Featuring | Kiei Suikomi STRIKE
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| Producers | CodyTailor (tuning, illust), Sange (UST)
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| Categories | UTAU Cover |
| Featuring | |
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| Producers | KaiSuki (tuning, mixing, illust), Misha (UST)
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| Categories | UTAU Cover |
| Featuring | MAIKA
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| Producers | AngelicOblivion90 (PV)
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| Categories | Fanmade PV |
External links[]
Official[]
- MP3 Download — box
- Instrumental — box